My Best Friend.

I did a picture blog earlier about my best friend, but didn't write much. Anyways Breanne Nicole Divine is the most amazing person in the world. We have been friends since the 3rd grade. She was the cute blonde that ALL the boys wanted to "date" and we have been best friends ever since our Robert Gray days. She is still the cute blonde that all the boys want to date... but she snagged herself a wonderful guy! I'm So So So happy for her... she went through quite a time with her ex bf... who turned into a major frat boy douche bag once he entered college. I told her that she would find the one and he would treat her like a queen... Like always I was right!! Breanne has been in Hawaii all week and she called me on Tues night to say that Matt had just proposed!!!!!! I am SOOOOOOOOO excited for her! She deserves all the happiness in the world and I cant wait for the wedding!! I love you Bella and cant wait to see what the future holds for you and Matt... lots and lots of little blonde wake boarding babies is what I suspect!! =)
Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love. Love.

I'm Yours.

Princess Eli

Eli and I came to my apartment today and while I was cleaning my kitchen Eli was in the living room playing. When I went to check on him he had dressed himself up... "I'm a Princess!!" he told me! lol Sooooo cute!

Anyways in other news I think I may have found a new roommate! Her name is Carrie and she just moved to Vancouver from Montana last year. She is 25 and when we met for a quick coffee on Tues we ended up talking for 2 hours!! She super nice and I think it would work out well. She is coming by to check out the apt tomorrow... so hopefully she likes it!

I also went to take an entrance exam at Concorde tonight. I think it went well... but I swear they told me it was a quick test... it took me 2 and a half HOURS!!! ahhhhh sooo I went straight to McDonald's to treat myself with a McFlurry!!

So I think things are looking up for me... Thank the lord! =)

The cure.

I'm all by myself tonight and couldn't be happier. I'm trying out this cure above for my funk. This wine is AMAZING.... its a mix of whites and its fabulous! I probably should have bought 2 bottles since its 7 o'clock and Ive only got about half the bottle left! woopsay Aubree's getting DRUNK tonight!! Doesn't the donut look gooood? I haven't eaten it yet, but I'm well on my way! Oh and the redbox movie I rented is Rachel Getting Married and I'm super stoked about starting it which will happen as soon as I post this blog!! Oh and for dinner I ate half of a thin crust Margarita pizza- yummmo. Ok just thought Id let you guys know that my funkiness is starting to get better!! woot woot!
Oh and I'm sleeping in tomorrow and then heading to Longview to hang out with my favorite people ever- MY FAMILY!!!! =)

Funky FUNK.

I am in a FUNK.

The last time I felt this discontent I upped and moved to California. Ya, you all know how well that worked out! Anyways I'm not discontent with where I am location wise, just everything else lately. People are driving me crazy, last weekend when I went home was the only time in 2 weeks Ive felt normal. Ive just been easily irritated with people lately to the point of just secluding myself and not hanging out. lame I know. Ive also been super discontent with myself physically lately too. Ive always been very confident in myself and still am, but its wavering a little. So I'm trying to be good about eating and going to the gym. We shall see if that pulls me out of my funkiness.

Lets see I also feel like I finally figured my school shit out, but then that comes with a whole new set of funks. I decided I am going to do a Practical Nursing program in Portland to get my LPN, then I can be working while I finish and get my RN. One of the main problems is that it is a full time schedule during the DAY. Which means that I am going to have to get a new nights and weekends job... blahhh. I hate the thought of leaving the family I nanny for, but I always knew that if I was ever gonna finish school Id have to eventually go during the day. My problem is that I can always get a job in childcare, but who the hell needs a night and weekend nanny?? hmmm maybe Ill have to start stripping...

Shall I continue? My next funk is that I just found out that my roommate is moving out. Sooo on top of knowing that I'm going to be making way way way less money come fall, I have to potentially double what Ive been paying in rent and bills! Ive let everyone know that I need a roommate... and everyone's responses are "I cant, I'm saving money!" Well guess what, I'M TRYING TO SAVE MONEY TOO!!!!!! fuck fuck fuck this is a frustrating time!!!!

Anyways I'm really hoping that sometime soon everything will miraculously work out. Maybe I should start buying lottery tickets? Or call Julian the guy from Vegas and let him know I changed my mind and he can take care of me now?

Vegas is coming up, I'm gonna take a weekend and head up to Gig Harbor soon (Bre and Matt always cheer me up!), I'm gonna go home as much as I need to to feel sane, I'm gonna spend more time in La Center with my 2nd family and lastly I'm gonna make a long trip to New Mexico to visit my crazy Dottie. I hope all this combined can quickly make me ALL better! Anyways if anyone else has more ideas to cure my funkiness let me know! Or if you know anyone who needs a roommate? Or if you know anyway to make some quick cash that doesn't include the bunny ranch activities!!!! =)

Potty Time!

Watchin Wonder Pets and sittin on the Potty!

Eli is VERY interested in the Octo-Mom!!

This is Eli the little man I nanny for. He is pretty much amazing and loves to have photo shoots. He is about 2 and a half years old and I decided to drag his potty out of the closet and have him sit on it a couple of times today. He was soooo funny about it... he didn't go, but at least I'm getting him used to it! He "read" the US weekly and even got to watch noggin while sitting on the pot! Anyways just though Id share these cute cute potty pics!